Small Lies…


Chapter 3: Chose your feelings


Yuuris POV
I was standing in my room looking out of the window.
“I wonder how mom is doing.” I said and didn’t hear the door open.
“Heika!” Conrad Came in. “you’re not sick?” he asked.
“No..I’m just depressed.” I said and sighted.

It became rather quiet inside the room.
“I know I shouldn’t be asking.. but are something going on between you and Wolfram?” He read my mind.

“It wasn’t to miss was it!” I said with a sight.
Conrad patted my shoulder.
“Then tell me what happened… You’re fighting and you feel bad for something.. like, you said something that you wasn’t suppose to say?” He asked, it was almost right but he didn’t think I had the guts to tell Wolfram the truth.

“…I told him… that we couldn’t be together…ever…” I felt guilt fill me up.
“I’m going home… don’t sit up waiting for me.. I need to clear my head.”

I wiped a tear away, why did I cry?

“You said that..” Conrad looked shocked.
“Yeah, I don’t really know why but I feel sad now..” I said and walked out of the room.

I walked down the stairs and outside.
It was raining pretty hard and my clothes were already soaked.
I don’t care if Murata stays here… No his family back home will get worried.

I ran back inside and crashed with Wolfram.
I fell over him. No! This couldn’t happen!
I stiffened. Now it’s over.


Wolframs POV
After I had talked mother she said that I should talk to Yuuri about my feelings.
“That won’t work… Yuuri deiced.. He will never let me be with him..” I had to get my mind on other things so I took a bath.

The mist was thick so I couldn’t see the whole room.
I thought of many things when I was in the bath.
The awful conversation, Yuuris face, Yuuri avoiding me and Yuuri…

“Yuuri..” I said in a silent cry.

When I got out of the bath I saw Günter running around like a crazy man.
“Let me in…HEIKA!!” Günter knocked on the door and cried.

“Günter.. don’t cry…” Yuuri opened the door and looked really tired.. why was I still standing here?
“B..but heika.. why are you so pale?.. You need a doctor! GIZELA!?!?! Where are you..?!” Günter ran around and asked for his daughter.

I was still looking at them.. But I hid behind a corner.
“Wolfram!” Greta came from behind shouting my name and glomped me.
I heard a door shut and when I looked Yuuri was gone.

“Let’s go visit Dady Yuuri!” Greta said and pulled my arm.
“No.. you can go!” I smiled at her and followed her to the door I carefully knocked and walked away fast.

I really didn’t know what to do so I asked Gwendal for any advice of work.
“You don’t look very well. You’ll take the day off and you can go to company Yuuri-Heika!” Gwendal said and gave me a little bear or was it a dog? WHO CARES ABOUT HIS STUPID HOBBY?!

I said No and walked out of the room.
“Damn it!” I said and punched the stone wall.
I saw Günter again and this time he was insane.

“NO Don’t SAY IT.. I can’t take it” Günter was standing with Conrad.

What? Is Yuuri sick?

“But Yuuri Heika said that I will inform you all about this!” Conrads face was serious.
“But why did he leave us without saying good bye?” Günter cried.
What Yuuri left?
“I found this Note right after speaking with him.. and that was right before he walked to the Fountain! I would inform you first!” Conrad said and gave Günter the note.
“Dear Conrad…
If you get a hold on this note I’ve traveled home!
Please understand.. I need to think right now.
Can you tell everyone?
And say good bye for me..
I don’t know when I’ll return but I need this!
Ps. Say Sorry to Wolfram for me..” Günter read.

I became out of breath.. Would the Wimp leave us again?
Conrad got the sight of me.
“Wolfram!” He said and started walking against me.

I felt loneliness, madness and heartbroken.
I ran away.. and down the stairs of to the fountain.

“…Yuuri..” I whispered when I ran of another corner.

I didn’t know what happened.. But I could feel myself falling and hit the floor.
I hit my head.. It hurt but not as much as inside.

My eyes where closed I didn’t want to open them, I hoped that I hit my head that much that I got in a coma or something.. but I knew I were okay.

Someone was on top of me. I could hear him breath.
He was quiet.. why..

I carefully opened my right eye.
I banged my eyes open.. Over me.. Was non other than the Maou!

“…” I tried to say something, but the words didn’t come out.

“Wolf..ram..” Yuuri said with big eyes.

I started to breath heavily. I felt mad and broken inside.
But the Yuuri hadn’t traveled home, why?

We stared at each other in a long time.
I felt tears in my eyes.

“Yuuri..” I whispered.
I knew Yuuri was avoiding me and I didn’t like the way we ended up.

I started to count to that point where Yuuri would get off and leave.

..1 I’m so unsure… why is he still looking at me?

..2 I looked away to not see his face.

..3 Come on Yuuri.. I’m ready.. leave me.

...4 I had to look at him, it looked like he were thinking

..5 I had to turn away when he looked me in my eyes.

..6 I closed my eyes and continued counting.

..7 I got interrupted by him in my counting.

“Wolfram…I just wan’t to say something…” ..8.. What the hell can he say to me?
“I lied…” ..9 He lied.. so wha… WHAT?
“They don’t see male bonding disgusting on earth..” Yuuri wiped his own tear. What… Yuuri cried.

“It’s not as normal as here but.. Yeah.. it’s not actually looked down on.” What was he talking about?
“And… I… missed you, Wolf.. I missed you very much.” His tears dripped down on my face.
What… I felt tears roll down my face again.

“What I’m saying is.. I want you to sleep in the same bed with me, I want you to call me a wimp, I want you to be my fiancé again, I wanted you to be with me.. Wolfram…” His face was so cute… full of tears..
I felt like I was going to die.

Yuuri leaned over me and whispered “Will you forgive me… Wolfram?” I started to cry.. I didn’t know what else to do… I just couldn’t stop either.

Yuuri sat down beside me and leaned against the wall.
“Damn it.. I’m crying.. boys shouldn’t cry..” He said, he looked so adorable..

I sat up and rubbed my tear full eyes.
“Yes…”I whispered.
“What did you say Wolfram?” he asked.. damn it didn’t he listen?
“Yes I forgive you!” I yelled in his face. It was awfully hard to say it…

He was standing up.
“Then it’s decided” He said and helped me up.
“What?” I asked confused.. what was he up to now?
“Let’s find Murata!” He said and dragged me of.

We found Murata in the dinner room.
“Come on Murata.. It’s time!” Yuuri grabbed Muratas arm and dragged us out to the fountain.

Yuuri called one of the soldiers and gave him something.
“What was that..?” I asked.
“Just a note to the others!” He smiled and grabbed our arms again.

“Wahoo!” he shouted and jumped in the fountain and dragged me and Murata in a whirlpool.

I came up from the water. Yuuri was standing over me, and he reached me his arm.
“You took me home with you?” I said confused and I grabbed his arm and smiled.

To Be continued..